gleek114: Sweetie just b yourself who cares what people thinks and I'm okay my first prose sure is Wednesday and I have another next week! And I'm alright kinda sick but I'm hangin in there
Continue being so positive! I admire you a lot for that. Wow you have such a star power. You light everything in this sucking world. I’m better and looking forward really optimistic. I have made new friends and they accept me! I’m so happy!
"I miss my sister. Every night at 10 or so, she used to call me on the phone, and when I asked her why. She told me her body told her… she wanted to hear my voice. I miss my sister. The smell of her shampoo. The way she could always convince me to read her another book. When you love someone like I loved her, there’s a part of you it’s like you’re attached by this invisible tether, and no matter how far away you are you can always feel them. And now every time I reach for that tether I know there’s no one on the other end, and I feel like I’m falling into nothingness. And then I remember Jean. I remember a life lead with no enemies, no resentments, no regrets and I’m inspired to get up out of bed and go on. I miss my sister so much it feels like piece of me has been ripped off. Just one more time I want to hold her. Just ten more seconds— is that too much to ask? For ten more seconds to hold her? But I can’t and I won’t and the only thing keeping me from being swallowed whole by sadness is that Jean would kill me if I did. So for now I’m just going to miss her. I love you Jeanny. Rest in peace."